Pain Stricken!

I was writing a post about my upcoming appointment until I just had the WORST past ten minutes in along time!

It was like a massive spasm at the bottom on my ribs, feeling like my ribs and stomach were twisting. My breath taken from me and the pain, oh I can't describe!!! It scared the life out of me and I just wished it would end.  And it did but something wasn't right and I touched where the pain had been and dully still was, the Desmoids on my ribs were now pushed up, so much so my husband could finally see and feel what I was talking about! I've always been able to feel them I guess because I know my body better so knew what it felt like before I had them. Is it weird knowing he now has felt them to is reassuring? Like what I've been saying is real? does that make sense?

So I'm sat here with them still up as the pain is finally passing, a little tearful and still a little breathless wondering what on earth just happened. More so than ever looking forward to my appointment at the hospital and most definitely looking forward to my first MRI to see what these little suckers have been up to.

But I am also lucky as soon as I could move I spoke to my friend who has some in one of the same areas as me and straight away she knew what I had gone through and was reassuring. Desmoid buddies are a great thing to have and I hope you all have yours as I am truly thankful to have found mine. Thank you hunni  <3