Okay so next Monday I get my results, find out where these are an how big they are and although I'm feeling positive and thinking of all the best options I am nervous. I keep thinking being nervous when you don't think the results are going to be bad is wrong, like I shouldn't feel this way. But tonight I learnt it's okay. Nerves are a natural human reaction to the unknown, or in some cases the known. You could have long hair and about to get a long bob and you feel nervous! Perfectly okay. About to go on a date and your nervous, also okay! There is no rule book for nerves, they just show up when they want to. How we handle them though is a different matter. I for one become short tempered and emotional so the second I feel the nerves feeling creeping in I am straight to my husband to let him know, not so he can give me sympathy!! No I don't want none of that, just so he knows his silly moments that would normally make me laugh, probably not the best time for them. Basically treat me like it's "That Time" again lol All us women get "That Time" and I tell him so my nerves don't cause us any problem. I usually tuck myself away with a film and a cheeky drink and let it ride over me, Then the moments that doesn't work I know I have my amazing husband and family who are there to listen or just for cuddles. So just remember, any emotion you are feeling, it's okay! Some may not understand it and that's okay to, we are all different. One thing I've learnt is... It's Okay To Be Different :)
I hope you are all well and pain free <3
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